its pretty scary out here.
questions running through your head,
on which directions should you begin with
its like after you got released from a cage, a safe comfortable
cage where you've adapted and flourished
your utmost abilities and when
suddenly you decide to venture out,
the reality whacks you in the head.
BUT, this is just the beginning.
of course. im SUPPOSED to feel scared.
anyway.
today, was CRAZY marathon.
nevermind about that cause we ended the
day beautifully with a small intimate evening picnic
for the farewells.
grrreat food, great host and hospitality. hah.
may we soar bright for our upcoming aims of glory.
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this was ages ago, bumming at dayu's place
for a night of cheesecake baking, junkfood,
upword, bluff, kuti, tons of dvds, the boys,
sleeping at the wrong timing and mcd breakfast.
oh, not to forget, dayu's incessant nagging
to clean up the plates BEFORE you actually finish eating,
wipe the speck of water that you flick after you rinse them,
switching off and on every light when you move......
i wished i could stuff my socks in your mouth.
but of course, i love you to death.
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my last day.
ok, no im not gonna cry now.
i didnt on the day of the farewell party,
i didnt on the day that i was leaving,
the day that i took pictures with almost everyone
who walked past me,
i didnt when they told me to give a goodbye speech and
asked me why im not crying,
i didnt when everyone hugged me and gave me gifts
and told me to change my mind.
i didnt.
and then i went to change my shoes and it just started flowing
i couldn't stop, i was BAWLING.
oh my, it was just so overwhelming,
it'll be last time i'll change my shoes there,
it'll be the last time i strip out of my scrubs,
it'll be the last time for for...everything.
so here goes, a proper one though i've given each and everyone
of you a proper personal card, here's one more
for the memories.
i have made so many incredible friends like you people
and i am deeply saddened for the fact that
i am never going to spend as much time
that i have with you all again.
we have made some of the best funniest craziest memories
out of all our lunch dates, behind the curtains
gossips, life stories and oh, the likes of it all.
i am truly with my whole heart going to miss all
of you be it close or not because
everyone plays a part in making this team
not just plain colleagues who just wants to finish their shifts
but a family who works together to make the shift that little bit
bearable. i have enjoyed my stay there, i was happy
being with you guys 98% of the time(haha) and i really
hope yall won't forget me,i doubt lah actually.
we will meet again and thank you sooo much 58!
god i am crying already.
thank you for organizing it for me siti!
you're the bestest!
karaoke and erm dancing to the beat frenzy.
ok this picture i cannot tahan, lagu rock eh yelly?
yamah! sob sob.
my very-blur-kene-marah-baru-jalan students.
heh.
farewell my loves. :(
